To reflect about ones experiences later in life has been a personally meaningful activity. Simply to think about questions such as, "what has it been like," "what is meaningful in my life," "and what does it mean to be older?" There is a place in Sweden for all nationalities. However, to move to a new country requires strength and especially when ones identity or sense of self is questioned. To look out across the ocean awakens within me a longing for my home country, but at the same time my home country is here now. Where does this sense of nostalgia come from? Sundown or ripe apples against a clear blue sky, something amazing that reminds us of the day that has been and the night that is awaiting.